Its been a week since I have posted last and let me say, a lot can happen in a week! Well, last thursday I went to Boulder, Co to visit my cousin and her husband for the weekend. It was a really nice time. Boulder is starting to warm up a bit so we did plenty of outdoor things. The first day I was there, Friday, my cousin had to work but I walked all over the downtown Boulder area and had a really nice time shopping and people watching. On Sat we went to work on a farm and helped build a tool shed and then did a little more shopping in the afternoon. Sunday was Earth Day so we walked in a 4K Earth day race! It was great but since we didn’t run our time was pathetic! haha! We had lots of fun anyway just being part of it. I posted a picture up of a house I saw that is covered in solar panels on the roof. The house can make its own power! How cool is that?
My cousin Rachel and her husband also have a little scooter so Ger gave me a ride around the block on it. Oh! While I was visiting them we watched a really great movie. It’s called, TOUCHING THE VOID. Holy moly!! How empowering!! If you are looking for a good movie to have your jaw on the floor… this one’s for you!
So I got back home Sunday night and then Monday my good friend from back in NJ came to visit. We went to Venice Beach on Tuesday and then 4 of us went to Geisha House for dinner. It was really great having her here. Too bad that on Wed when we were supposed to be going to Santa Monica, I ended up getting EXTREMELY sick in pain, sweating and throwing up and she had to rush me to the ER. Jay left work and rushed to the ER and stayed with me all afternoon until I was released. I turned out to be ok after they gave me some pain meds and checked me out but BOY OH BOY was I IN PAIN!!! It was the kind of pain where you plead with your body to just make it stop and you promise to never do anything bad!! So I came home last night and just relaxed.
I’m feeling better today physically today but mentally the past few days have been awful. I can’t stop crying!! UGH!! I hate it! I hate crying this much but I can’t help it. I can’t stop. I guess I’m not doing well with all of this change going on. I am planning my move home and its so sad for me. Its a mixture of sadness and excitement. I’m excited to be taking a great position at an amazing company and be close to my family again but its also hard to leave people here who I love. Anyway, I have been sad a lot and crying but I know things will work out. I have to have faith in that. Plus, I can come back whenever I want, right?






DL


























